Its been hard, these days pretending like the absence of our communication isn't like pure torture to my questioning mind... Our plans never really happening due to your 'busy' schedule, and although you said I would be able to come and spend time with you even if it meant for you to sit on your computer … Continue reading Hard truth – Pain
Relationships - Love - Always burning are memories made, though the flame has been put out. That flesh was made to touch and start that flame - burnt was left, and ashes remain. The heart and soul a disconnect. The end to desire. Once a burning flame, is now a breathless fire.
The truth is that the pain never goes away completely. It is always going to be there in the back of the numb wall you put up to hide the ache. It is always going to creep past that wall occasionally and you will be faced with thinking about those memories which you try to … Continue reading The good and the bad
If you want the answers look to nature - Albert Einstein So what does it mean to look to nature for the answers? Well its how you focus on the world around you, its what you pull from the moments you are in. Its how sometimes you look to nature and you see how animals … Continue reading Looking into nature
'There are many reasons to write, and many reasons to feel'
A discussion between myself (R), my mom (L), and a friend (B) about forgiveness and what it means. R: Being willing to accept things for what they are without allowing them to become toxic. Realizing the emotional attachment is not necessary and allowing for things to be as they are. Openness to start a new … Continue reading What does it mean to forgive?
They talk about a voice in the wind but all I hear is this silence, My breathing and the shuffle of the trees...Every time I try to put those pieces together like they are meant to tell me something extraordinary its as though a blank slate has been forced through my skull and left me … Continue reading Making broken beautiful.
'So let me hold you, the way that a heart holds onto the pain of a love that is lost. Let me find you, in my arms'
She blushes, and feels heat creep from her face. Her eyes blinking as she try to clear the sandman's trail, those hazy eyes. She remembers the thoughts that filled her mind through the cool and night, lonely before she and the sandman met. Her heart begins to race once more as the sun begins to fill … Continue reading Hazy eyes
Who is a friend? Sometimes I contemplate this concept and today I was hit with it once more. After years of not talking to someone I expressed my need to start following my dreams and wanted someone to help me. I wasn't about to achieve this dream without help. At this point I was unable … Continue reading Friends